Want to know where my fascination with drugs stems from? Old girlfriend turned stripper, turned porn actress, Tamara (stage name). She did everything, and always being experimentally curious I asked her to introduce me to some of her friends. Meth, H, Poppers, X, Nitrus. In four months I had wrecked what took nature over 20 years to construct. I was a physical and mental mess over what else - a female... and my own curiosity. Pretty clean now - pretty fucked then.

Now, many have asked, "Wow, a porn star. What's that like?" I never said porn "star". The girls who get $10,000+ for a single sex scene and world wide distribution, those are porn stars. Now a couple hundred bucks to blow some guys and fuck a few others on camera, that's just a porn actress. Big difference.

It's kind of like saying your girlfriend's a hooker, when she fucks every guy for free... that's not a hooker, just a slut.